I love her and would do anything she tells me. Her voice makes me cum so hard. I would love to have her tell me these things in person while I masturbate.
Literally THE BEST Mistress hands down... Right to the point. Tell em what they are immediately... No need for a fuckin sexy voice or no unnecessary shit.... I would be her hinchman low-key 💯
Monique I find myself sliding towards the same situation you have just shared. I hope you and your wife are okay. It hurts thinking I will hurt my wife who I love very much. But on the other hand, my mind is going through changes. I often ask myself is it just because its all new to me since I was in complete denial. I would never do that! (Being a cock sucker and dreaming of being fucked and fucking other men!) I find myself watching videos that have me saying out loud I am a faggot. And that excites me! I haven't come out yet. But I seem to have this urge to tell the whole world! I can't explain it. But I get excited mentally and physically when I am called a faggot watching those videos. Then I get lost in the videos of men truly enjoying being fucked extremely deep and hard in the ass. Also seeing men gagging on huge cocks and watching them get covered in other men's sperm. Their faces completely covered in sperm and that gets my heart racing. I have also started dreaming and watching videos of men pissing in another man's mouth. Why do I like that? Is it just me? Maybe it's that I haven't had any sexual contact in a very, very long time... I have no idea. But I never had these thoughts before I had sucked 2 cocks and asked them to cum in my mouth each time. But, I didn't swallow. I surely will love the swallow another man's sperm if I ever get another chance to suck his cock and hopefully have him reach orgasm and let me take his sperm into my mouth so I can feel it shooting into the back of my throat and around my mouth. Play with it with my tongue and feeling the sperm as I starts to go down my throat. OMG just typing this is making me hard. OMG I want to be a cum swallowing cock sucking faggot. Is that wrong? I sure do love the thought of getting past being a wanna be cock sucker.
Darling, I understand your situation completely, I too am married to an amazing woman and I have now wish to hurt her and yet no wish to have sex with her anymore either. Once we taste cock, pussy is only seems a distant third or forth best. It’s ok to love her but not fuck her. M xx 💋
Monique Thank you. I never thought of myself as being gay or bi. But now that I have had another man's cock, balls and sperm in my mouth twice, I want more. I feel I need more. It has consumed me to have a friend or neighbour that wants and needs the same without being careless and then bringing in something that could harm my wife. I still love her very much even though it has been sexless she is incredible and so much fun as long as she isn't upset with me. LOL In a perfect world, I would love to come out and brag about loving being a cocksucker, ball licking sperm swallowing, ass licking and ass fucking faggot. But I can't. I have entertained possibly if I ever get to be with a man again to ask if he would video record me when I am sucking his cock and doing it all i case I never get to do it again. Not coming out makes it challenging to meet men safely. At least that has been my experience. I extremely careful to not just go out and have sex. I need to be comfortable thinking this person is safe and won't introduce any possible sexually transmitted disease into the relationship. I know that is why I haven't had any sex since fall 2019. But, I really want to go even as far as asking a man to piss in my face and mouth. I want to explore it all with the man I find to be a regular guy that we become friends and hang out hopefully with nobody wondering what we are up to. I chat with a man that would be perfect but he lives in Ontario now. He used to live in the same province but work took him away. I love your responses! Thank you so much! Q
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